Film Double Trouble: Juggling Two Productions
Balancing a Grant Application and School Film Fest

Film stuffs for this month has been double trouble.
I tried to finish the screenplay and all the requirements for the Puregold CinePanalo grants, and we also have a film fest at school for the school's founding anniversary. So, I planned to start filming some parts of the film immediately. I created the script and asked Kath to find a friend to act for us in the film I wrote, titled Yeng Young, inspired by the film Stutterer. The school fest's theme is centered on resilience and purpose, so it took some tweaks and creativity to match the inspiration with the fest's theme. But I made it work, and we filmed a quarter of the movie last week. Thanks to CJ, Edjay, Shan and Kath.
As for CinePanalo, we managed to submit it just before 11:59 PM on my birthday. It was crazy. I had to review the screenplay three times, even though I wasn't feeling it. But we're hoping to secure the grant for the upcoming second film fest by Puregold.
Hopefully, I can finish filming the remaining three-quarters of Yeng Young this week. I'm in a bit of trouble with so many activities and responsibilities, and I'm running out of time—the deadline is the last day of this month.
Final Push Before the Deadline
Today is the last day of shooting, and tomorrow is likely the deadline. I haven't had much time for reviewing due to the tight schedule, and I still need to add subtitles later. It's really challenging to juggle between my thesis, freelancing, and this film competition. I hope our film will be well appreciated once it's viewed. I genuinely hope we win! I put my heart into this and directed the film with passion—I hope we get what we deserve.
Final Thoughts Before Completion
I'm about to finish the film, and I am very happy and satisfied with the output. The flow is good, the transitions between scenes are clean, the cinematography is strong, and the music and audio are both excellent. I hope the judges will notice the meaning in each shot. After nearly three weeks of shooting, I truly hope it was all worth it. Regardless of the result, I will still consider my work as the best—it's a masterpiece!
I want to say thank you to all the cast for their patience, time, and effort in bringing this narrative to life. I hope they enjoy the final product at the film viewing on September 11.
Submitted Our Entry
Before the day ends, I've completed the film and marked the end of my work on it. Now that it's finally done, I can move on to other challenges in my life and hope that things will improve in the coming days.
See you in September 11
Submitted Our Entry
Today, the Public Information Office of the school released the film posters of the participants. At first, I was intimidated by the entries because their posters had some crazy effects. However, after reflecting on the concept of our film, I can confidently say we have a more meaningful setuped poster compared to the other competitors. I’m not sure why they chose certain styles for their posters, but at this point, I’m uncertain whether we’ll dominate this competition again. I’m eagerly waiting for the teaser, which I believe will be uploaded tomorrow to avoid overlapping with other updates during the school's foundation anniversary next week.
Awarding
We won! The film was validated by the audience who experienced it in real time. We received the reactions at the precise moments we aimed for, and a lot of people felt "kilig" — meaning the film delivered as intended. The story's flow led them to that moment and reaction, and hearing that brought me a sense of relief. I could hear the audience's anticipation, and it was surreal. My phone died, but I managed to record half of their reactions. Even though I missed capturing the climax and the incredible twist at the end, that moment will always be remembered as a great one in my life.

My ego took a hit when I heard about the minor awards and the illogical placement between major and minor categories. I didn’t find it reasonable, but it’s done now. All I can say is, I’m still the king of teasers in school, and while we won another minor award — Best in Script — it’s not something I particularly care about.
I'll accept that for now. Just give us a slot in Puregold CinePanalo.
Thank You so much to:
Charles Joser - Shan Kian - Edjay - Renzel Mae - Katherine - Nina Rici - Ken Gabriel - Peter - Khenee - to everyone!
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