I Want
Things I want in life at this moment

Want
I want to get a spot in Puregold Cinepanalo Short Film Grant, I'm getting anxious right now, about the result. I admit that I rushed the screenplay, and I'm unsure if its something interesting for the committee to turn the story into film.
Two days to go the result will be out.
Two more days for me to be anxious.
Reality
Sat Oct 05 2024
I didn't get any confirmation yesterday October 04
I was anxious of whether we get it or not, ended up no email or what, probably it meant we didn't actually get a spot.
Mon Oct 07 2024
They posted it on their social media and didnt email to participants and i didnt get a spot for the grant
Lesson learned: Overthinking causes sufferings that wasted alot of my time, Being delusional just made me disappointed again and again.
Wed Oct 16 2024
Fuck it!
Want
I want to be so wealthy and influential that I can be able to change the major systems in the Philippines.
Reality